One Year

Tomorrow will mark one year since my dad passing. It seems like it was just yesterday when I last saw him and yet it been a year. I still remember seeing him for the last time sitting at our new place just looking at us all. I miss him so much. Not a single day goes by that I don't think nor miss him. Not a single day that doesn't pass that I don't wish he was still here with us all.

I still remember receiving the call from my sister and how my little sister and I rush down to Stockton. I still remember praying and wishing that it was nothing and that he'll be okay. But as we got there and went to meet everyone, I can still recalled the words my brother said to me. He was the one that broke the new that my dad passed away. I remember this emptiness inside and denial. I just couldn't believe it. I mean I just saw him less then two hours ago and he was alive and in a split second he was gone.

Losing him show how much life is truly precious. He was the glue that kept the family together. So much had happen since he left us. There have been so many ups and downs and if he was still here with us, we wouldn't had gone through any of it. The only thing I have left of him is his pictures and the memories we all shared together.

I don't know how long this emptiness with stay. It hurts so much. I just want to scream and wish this pain away.

My DAD is truly my HERO. He's the one that taught us to LOVE&CHERISH eachother. He always told us that FAMILY is the only thing WE have. He taught us so much and now that he's gone his teaching is forever instill in us. My parents are the one who raise us to be who we are today. Even though he's gone, he'll never be forgot.

The family and I are going to visit him tomorrow. This is the reason why I'm posting it tonight. I know I won't have time tomorrow.

While everyone is celebrating the ROYAL WEDDING I'll be visiting my DAD.

I love and miss my DAD so much.
March 01 - April 29
May he forever rest in peace!

~YoursTrulyJustSimplyMe